Hmmm, found a new way to express my self ... its being long long time i didnt speak up ..... wanted to leave all my fears very far off and start expressing myself ... i dont care who thinks what about me ... "TRYING" to make blogging my new friend hope it helps me calm down to a level where I can see this world peacefully without bothering anybody around ... just me and my loneliness need some place to talk and we found it can be through blogging ......